Friday, August 17, 2012

grieving

middle of the night cries are very sad.  the little boy who hugs readily, gives surprise kisses, and now uses "wheee!" appropriately for fun is very different from the little boy who cries in the night.  he doesn't want picked up.  he usually doesn't want me, and he certainly isn't crying for daddy either.  it was a peepee diaper that woke hudson up, but the grieving cry is oh so sad, and makes me cry too.  i held hudson for an hour and a half one night in the recliner, both of us not sleeping.  i eventually laid us both down on the couch, hudson laying on top of me uncomfortably, and we managed to get a little sleep.

6 comments:

  1. Just stumbled onto your blog today while looking for information on Taiwan adoptions. What a lovely family you have! I'm also envious of your photography skills... Can I ask which adoption agency you used?

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    1. Thank you. And thank you. :) For Every Child adoption agency http://www.foreverychild.org/

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    2. Thank you so much, I will look into it. This journey is so complicated, any pointers are always much appreciated =)

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  2. I so remember many nights like that with a little boy here at my home. BIG HUGS to you all. and many prayers for this grief process to be complete soon.

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  3. I remember telling someone last year when we brought Sophia home that I had never heard a child cry like our daughter's grieving cry. It is heartbreaking, yet a necessary step in the grieving process, for which I was thankful. Hang in there!!

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  4. Hang in there! So heartbreaking to have your child grieve and not be able to comfort them. Luckily children respond well to love and security.

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